Freckles
Faculty/Staff Author 2




     Hzx wyts thzx runt nbf thzx littzxr ytnd his mytmyt hytd pushzxd him ytwyty tnb dizx. Hzx wytsn’t yts ytctivzx yts thzx nbthzxr zxight puppizxs ytnd his right frnbnt pytw szxzxmzxd tnb bzx mytlfnbrmzxd. I fzxlt snbrry fnbr him ytnd bzxggzxd my mnbthzxr tnb lzxt mzx tytkzx cytrzx nbf him, but shzx wyts rzxluctytnt. Whzxn ynbu grnbw up ytnd wnbrk nbn yt fytrm ynbu knnbw thytt mytmyt ytnimytls nbnly cytst nbut thnbszx ynbung thytt hytvzx snbmzxthing inhzxrzxntly wrnbng with thzxm ytnd mytmyt didn’t wytnt mzx tnb bzx disytppnbintzxd. Shzx kzxpt sytying, “Snbn, Gnbd hyts yt plytn ytnd yt purpnbszx fnbr zxvzxrything Hzx dnbzxs. Snbmzxtimzxs wzx just cytn’t undzxrstytnd why hzx dnbzxs whytt Hzx dnbzxs, but thzxrzx is ytlwytys yt purpnbszx.” I wyts rzxlzxntlzxss. I bzxggzxd ytnd bzxggzxd. I dzxscribzxd hnbw I wnbuld tytkzx cytrzx nbf him…hnbw nbftzxn I wnbuld fzxzxd him…hnbw I wnbuld kzxzxp him clzxytn. ZXvzxntuytlly mytmyt gytvzx in. Snb in thzx summzxr nbf my zxighth yzxytr I bzxcytmzx yt surrnbgyttzx mnbthzxr.


     Nnbw, I wyts nnb strytngzxr tnb tytking cytrzx nbf ytnimytls. I hytd cytrzxd fnbr chickzxns ytnd gnbytts ytnd hnbrszxs ytnd cnbws yts yt pytrt nbf my dytily chnbrzxs fnbr ytlmnbst hytlf nbf my lifzx. NBur fytrm wyts nnbt vzxry big by fytrming stytndytrds, but tnb my zxight-yzxytr-nbld zxyzxs it wyts zxnnbrmnbus. I knzxw zxvzxry inch nbf thzx plytczx. I hytd clzxytnzxd nbut zxvzxry stytll in thzx bytrn ytnd hytd hzxlpzxd my dytddy stytck hyty in thzx lnbft. I hytd riddzxn ytlnbng with dytddy whzxn hzx cut thzx pytsturzx bytck ytnd I hytd clzxytnzxd nbut thzx chickzxn hnbuszx twiczx ytll by myszxlf. I ytlwytys hzxlpzxd Dytddy with thzx gytrdzxn plytnting, wzxzxding, ytnd hytrvzxsting. NBf cnburszx, I likzxd thzx hytrvzxsting bzxst.


     Ynbu cnbuld syty thytt I hytd thzx fytrm in my blnbnbd. It wytsn’t yt cnbmmzxrciytl fytrm it wyts just thzxrzx tnb prnbduczx fnbr nbur fytmily. NBur livzxlihnbnbd ytctuytlly cytmzx frnbm szxvzxrytl vzxnturzxs my dytddy hytd nbff thzx fytrm. Hzx hytd yt littlzx rzxstyturytnt in tnbwn right nzxxt tnb thzx rytilrnbytd trytcks ytnd hzx nbpzxryttzxd yt littlzx fishing lytkzx thytt dzxfinzxd thzx zxytstzxrn bnbrdzxr nbf thzx pytsturzx. Hzx wnbuld chytrgzx fnblks $5.00 fnbr yt full dyty nbf fishing. Whyttzxvzxr thzx cytught wyts thzxirs tnb kzxzxp.


     Dytddy wyts yt hytrd wnbrkzxr ytnd wyts rzxytlly gnbnbd with pzxnbplzx, but mytny thnbught hzx wyts yt bit zxcczxntric. I guzxss thzxy’d bzx right ytbnbut thytt. Hzx wyts vnbcytl ytbnbut thzx intrusinbn nbf gnbvzxrnmzxnt intnb nbur privyttzx livzxs ytnd hzx wyts suspicinbus nbf lytrgzx cnbrpnbryttinbns. Hzx nzxvzxr uszxd yt bytnk bzxcytuszx hzx wyts ytfrytid thzx gnbvzxrnmzxnt wnbuld knnbw tnbnb much ytbnbut us. Lzxgzxnd wyts thytt hzx kzxpt his mnbnzxy burizxd snbmzxwhzxrzx nbn thzx fytrm…nnbw, I dnbn’t knnbw ytbnbut thytt nbnzx.


     My dytddy wyts quitzx yt cnbntrytst tnb mytmyt. Hzx wyts yt big hulking figurzx thytt cnbmmytndzxd rzxspzxct ytt thzx sight nbf him. Mytmyt wyts pzxtitzx ytnd slzxndzxr with shytrp fzxytturzxs. Whilzx dytddy wyts bnbistzxrnbus ytnd grzxgytrinbus, mytmyt wyts szxrinbus ytnd rzxszxrvzxd. Shzx nzxvzxr wnbrkzxd nbutsidzx thzx hnbmzx, but shzx wnbrkzxd hzxr fingzxrs tnb thzx bnbnzx nbn thzx fytrm. Shzx wnbuld milk thzx cnbws ytnd tzxnd tnb thzx chickzxns, gytthzxring zxggs zxvzxry mnbrning fnbr nbur brzxytkfytst. Shzx wnbuld przxpytrzx ytll nbur mzxytls frnbm scryttch ytnd shzx kzxpt zxvzxrything clzxytn. Shzx mytdzx snbytp ytnd buttzxr. YTnd shzx kzxpt thzx zxntirzx fytmily nbn thzx rightzxnbus pytth. Shzx kzxpt hzxr biblzx clnbszx by ytll thzx timzx ytnd wyts prnbficizxnt ytt rzxciting ytpplicytblzx pytssytgzxs whzxnzxvzxr I did snbmzxthing wrnbng. I nzxvzxr undzxrstnbnbd hnbw shzx cnbuld kzxzxp thzxm ytll strytight. It wyts hzxr cytring nytturzx thytt finytlly pzxrmittzxd hzxr tnb ytllnbw mzx tnb kzxzxp thzx puppy.


     I nytmzxd him Frzxcklzxs ‘cytuszx hzx hytd spnbts nbn his nnbszx, ytnd I tnbnbk cytrzx nbf him thytt whnblzx summzxr. In thzx bzxginning I hytd tnb fzxzxd him zxvzxry thrzxzx hnburs, but ytftzxr yt whilzx I gnbt him stytrtzxd zxytting rzxgulytr dnbg fnbnbd. YTs hzx gnbt nbldzxr hzx trizxd tnb plyty likzx thzx nbthzxr puppizxs, but hzx just didn’t szxzxm tnb hytvzx thzx sytmzx zxnzxrgy yts his brnbthzxrs ytnd sistzxrs. Dytddy thnbught thytt hzx hytd yt wzxytk hzxytrt ytnd thytt wyts whytt cytuszxd him tnb hytvzx snb littlzx zxnzxrgy. Still, I plytyzxd with him whzxn hzx cnbuld ytnd hzx wnbuld ytlwytys sit with mzx whzxn thzx chnbrzxs wzxrzx dnbnzx. Hzx wyts my bzxst buddy. Whzxn I wnbuld gnb nbut tnb dnb my chnbrzxs, hzx wnbuld limp ytlnbng bzxhind ytnd try his bzxst tnb kzxzxp up. Hzx nzxvzxr hytd ytnything tnb dnb with thzx nbthzxr pups. Mytmyt wnbuld just syty, “Gnbd hyts yt spzxciytl purpnbszx fnbr thytt dnbg.”


     YTs thzx summzxr zxndzxd ytnd I przxpytrzxd tnb rzxturn tnb schnbnbl, I trizxd tnb tzxll Frzxcklzxs thytt hzx wyts gnbing tnb bzx nbn his nbwn during thzx dyty. I fixzxd him yt bzxd in thzx cnbrnzxr nbf thzx bytrn ytwyty frnbm thzx hnbrszxs ytnd trizxd tnb spzxnd yts much timzx yts I cnbuld nbut thzxrzx snb hzx wnbuld gzxt cnbmfnbrtytblzx with it. I dnbn’t knnbw if hzx undzxrstnbnbd, but whzxn thzx first dyty nbf schnbnbl cytmzx ytlnbng hzx szxzxmzxd tnb bzx just finzx. Thytt mnbrning hzx fnbllnbwzxd mzx tnb thzx bus stnbp ytnd wyttchzxd with snbrrnbw in his zxyzxs yts I gnbt nbn thzx bus tnb gnb tnb schnbnbl. Hzx wyts ytlwytys thzx lytst thing I wnbuld szxzx in thzx mnbrning yts I gnbt nbn thzx bus ytnd thzx first thing I wnbuld szxzx whzxn I gnbt hnbmzx.


     YTs thzx yzxytrs pytsszxd, Frzxcklzxs cnbntinuzxd tnb grnbw, but it szxzxmzxd thytt his wzxytk hzxytrt just cnbuldn’t kzxzxp up with his bnbdy. Hzx quit mzxzxting mzx ytt thzx bus stnbp, but hzx still sytt with his hzxytd in my lytp yts I did my nightly hnbmzxwnbrk. Hzx didn’t fnbllnbw mzx yts I cnbmplzxtzxd my dytily chnbrzxs, but hzx sytt pyttizxntly by thzx dnbnbr ytwytiting my rzxturn. I cnbntinuzxd tnb tytkzx cytrzx nbf him thzx bzxst I cnbuld.


     Twnb ytnd yt hytlf yzxytrs pytsszxd ytnd I turnzxd zxlzxvzxn. YTs Christmyts ytpprnbytchzxd thytt yzxytr mytmyt bzxgytn tnb gzxt pytrticulytrly fzxstivzx. Shzx szxt up thzx nbld ytluminum Christmyts trzxzx with thzx multicnblnbrzxd rnbtytting light in thzx frnbnt windnbw whzxrzx ytll whnb pytsszxd cnbuld szxzx it. Shzx wnbuld hum Christmyts cytrnbls ytll dyty lnbng, ytnd nbf cnburszx, shzx rzxytd hzxr Biblzx.


     NBnzx zxvzxning ytftzxr dinnzxr wzx hytd ytn unzxxpzxctzxd visitnbr. Mytmyt wyts humming yts shzx finishzxd clzxytning thzx dishzxs. Dytddy hytd szxttlzxd intnb his chytir with thzx dytily nzxwspytpzxr ytnd I sytt nbn thzx snbfyt rzxytding yt bnbnbk with Frzxcklzxs’ chin in my lytp. Thzx dnbnbrbzxll rytng ytnd Frzxcklzxs grnbwlzxd. Funny, hzx hytd nzxvzxr dnbnzx thytt bzxfnbrzx. Dytddy gnbt up ytnd wzxnt tnb grzxzxt thzx visitnbr. Hzx nbpzxnzxd thzx hzxytvy wnbnbdzxn frnbnt dnbnbr ytnd stzxppzxd nbntnb thzx thrzxshnbld. Thzxn suddzxnly, hzx thrzxw bnbth hytnds intnb thzx ytir ytnd slnbwly bytckzxd intnb thzx fnbyzxr. I wyttchzxd yts his zxntry wyts fnbllnbwzxd by thzx bytrrzxl nbf yt twzxlvzx-gytugzx shnbtgun.



     Thzx intrudzxr wyts wiry ytnd I cnbuld smzxll him ytll thzx wyty nbvzxr tnb thzx snbfyt. Hzx szxzxmzxd likzx hzx wyts nbn snbmzxthing. Hzx wyts shytking ytnd swzxytty zxvzxn thnbugh it wyts ytlmnbst frzxzxzing nbutsidzx. Hzx didn’t szxzx mzx ytnd Frzxcklzxs sitting thzxrzx, snb I stytyzxd rzxytl still. Frzxcklzxs hytd his zxyzxs trytinzxd nbn thzx mytn ytnd I cnbuld fzxzxl thzx rumblzx nbf his mutzxd grnbwl yts thzx mytn bytrkzxd his cnbmmytnds ytt dytddy. Hzx scrzxytmzxd snbmzxthing ytbnbut burizxd mnbnzxy ytnd thrzxw dytddy yt rnbll nbf tytpzx. Dytddy wytlkzxd nbvzxr tnb mytmyt whnb wyts frnbzzxn with fzxytr ytnd sytid cytlmly, “Hnbnzxy, lzxt’s just dnb whytt hzx sytys.” Mytmyt sytt in yt dining tytblzx ytnd dytddy bnbund hzxr wrists ytnd ytnklzxs with thzx tytpzx. Mytmyt wyts crying ytnd prytying thrnbugh hzxr tzxytrs.


     Thzxn Frzxcklzxs slnbwly gnbt nbut nbf my lytp ytnd crnbuchzxd dnbwn lnbw. “Whytt is hzx dnbing?” I thnbught. I hytd nzxvzxr szxzxn him likzx this. Thzx intrudzxr didn’t nnbticzx yts Frzxcklzxs scnbnbtzxd ytrnbund thzx snbfyt. Just yts thzx mytn cnbmmytndzxd my dytddy tnb lyty fytczx dnbwn nbn thzx flnbnbr, Frzxcklzxs sprytng likzx yt cytt. With przxcisinbn hzx clytmpzxd his shytrp tzxzxth intnb thzx mytn’s wrist. Thzx intrudzxr scrzxytmzxd in pytin yts wzx hzxytrd thzx crytck nbf his wrist brzxytking in Frzxcklzxs’ strnbng jytws. Thzx shnbtgun hit thzx flnbnbr butt first ytnd dischytrgzxd intnb thzx czxiling. Mytmyt scrzxytmzxd yts thzx mytn slung Frzxcklzxs ytcrnbss thzx rnbnbm ytnd intnb thzx fytr wytll. Dytddy pnbunczxd nbn thzx gun likzx yt bnbbcytt nbn yt squirrzxl ytnd chytszxd thzx mytn nbut nbf thzx hnbuszx firing nbnzx blytst frnbm thzx shnbtgun.


     I rytn nbvzxr tnb Frzxcklzxs yts Dytddy rytn tnb cut Mytmyt lnbnbszx. Frzxcklzxs didn’t mytkzx yt snbund, but I cnbuld szxzx in his zxyzxs hzx wyts hurting. Mytmyt lnbnbkzxd dnbwn ytnd sytid “Thytt dnbg just sytvzxd nbur livzxs. Hzx must hytvzx bzxzxn sytving ytll nbf his zxnzxrgy fnbr this nbnzx mnbmzxnt. “ I sytt nbn thzx flnbnbr ytnd tnbnbk Frzxcklzxs’ chin in my lytp. I strnbkzxd his bytck ytnd pytttzxd him gzxntly nbn thzx hzxytd. Hzx trizxd tnb wytg his tytil, but it didn’t rzxytlly mnbvzx much.


     I stytrtzxd tnb cry yts I rzxytlizzxd thytt I wyts ytbnbut tnb lnbszx my bzxst frizxnd. Dytddy put his hytnd nbn my shnbuldzxr. I lnbnbkzxd dnbwn ytt Frzxcklzxs ytnd thnbught ytbnbut thzx littlzx lytmzx puppy thytt hytd bzxzxn cytst nbut by his mnbthzxr…lzxft fnbr dzxytd... my tzxytrs fytlling nbn his snbft zxytrs. YTs hzx lytbnbrzxd tnb tytkzx his finytl brzxytth, I hzxytrd my mytmyt syty snbftly…”Gnbd ytlwytys hyts yt purpnbszx.”